It's hard for me to say goodbye eventhough you're just a friend :') Believe it or not , I'm still envy with ya even you're still mine. I feel anger in myself when you say all those words in such a way. You're egoastic sayang. An attitude that no one like. Even me. I'm still in process of knowing you well. I know I'm being selfish lately, but I'm being selfish for the sake of our relationship honey. I dont want it to end in such ways as much as you dont wan it to end in the first place. You've told me once , 'I broke up with you for a reason. Thats all I want to say. I'm yours :') '.Ohmyy you dont even know how much joy I've been through these days remembering those sentence you spoke to me. You gave such hopes that we will be together again for the rest of our life. But now ? Only one word can describe all . D O U B T. I doubt you with your words. I doubt with all the feelings you have on me. Tell me that I'm wrong . Prove it . Prove everything. I'm still waiting for your explaination, K. ILOVEYOU with all my heart :'| Kbaii